Happy birthday patricia (28) and eemin siaozharbor (30) ! <3
P.S the ones in bracket is not their age HAHA.

Almost overslept today!
went to ntuc at jp (lol) to sell gg cookies.
our shift manage to sell thirty^^ (:
& met my primary school teacher! she didnt teach me though, i was surprised she remembered me!
sad thing is, I still dont remember her. LOL.
anyway, quite touched la because I graduated from that school 3 years ago alr! :D Teehee.

then bought the ingredients for camp with vivian. thanks ahhhhhhhhhhhhh or else idk how to buy also HAHA. I was looking for 'glass noodles', so I asked this auntie working there.

A: glass noodles? got such thing meh?
N: ehh I also not very sure -laughs-
A: i think you talking about kway tiao isit?
N: uh. should be?
A: look like glass isit?
N: i think so? ('glass' noodles mah loooool)
A: what are you using it for?
N: chapchai.
A: orh~~~ORH THAT ONE AH. confirm is this one liao. wait ah I ask my daughter.
...
A: *points to vermicelli* this one!
N: is ah? orh. thank you!

in the end bought it, but not sure if correct arnot HAHA.
then like got a lot of different cabbage, we just bought the cheapest one. :P

after that lunch with ly!
very fun (:
got our manito presents too~
seeya at camp ah po!

I had a fun day today :D

Going for camp on wednesday :X
lets jiayoooooooooou XD

I don't know how to face you.

Thanks for all that you have done,

You were a great friend,

and I wanted to keep things that way.

wasn't it too misleading?

I can't expect you to think the same way as I do.

probably, until you change.

till then.

sorry.

-

you too,

I feel the drift already.

I'm sorry for being mean,

but I cant help feeling angry.

its a responsibility on your part.

I don't want to laugh in front of you,

especially when that's not how I feel.

-

mum's friend, her dad passed away yesterday.

and her mother's in hospital.

life is tragic, isn't it?

from an outsider's opinion,

her mother should have a chance to see the dad for the last time.

but she ain't strong,

she probably won't be able to take it when she finds out.

-

I don't really know what to do anymore.

I know escaping is not going to work.

A Walk To Remember (:

Caught the movie with arivindd and abdullah yesterday on msn.

was a very nice show!

cried a lot though,

there were many touching scenes. :/

landon & jamie were so sweet together!

I want a miracle too (:

finished the show close to 6am but still wasn't sleepy.

went back to bed thinking about when would I get my landon. HAHA.

I feel like watching it again ^^

Went to Suntec with mum today. (:

took 502 and saw all the christmas lights at orchard.

it would have been better if it was at night though~ :D

JL! dont miss me looooooooooooooooooooooool XD

i know you do. HAHA!

thankyou.

Dreamt of tk&j the day before ! HAHA. quite bhb to say the dream here so shall not say,
anyway it was a sweet dream & I didnt want to wake up! (:
went to sleep ytd thinking that I would have the same dream but instead I dreamt of wei xiao pasta! LOL. i think its the effect of watching too much drama liao.
anyway YB is the Love!:D
jeremy (Lee Hongki) got me hooked on to FT Island!
jaejin very cute ^^



^This song Hongki cried while singing!
^Heechul listens to it everyday!
^Is Donghae's ringtone!
:D



Jaejin!

Anyw, camp prep tmr!
lets get it done with :D

i hope you understand.

that is, I chose to avoid. sorry.

Been a bit no life recently to keep updating this blog, ha ha. :D
& I got the mood to start studying! YAY.
Hope it lasts long ^^

Yesterday night was talking to lamejookoon po LY!
until i high high alr. then cannot sleep. HAHA.
faster go watch the show okayyyyyyyyyyyyzxz XD
we want batch outing~! (:
+ tawian sausage LOL ;D

Camp coming soon,
yummies lets jiayouuuuuuuuuuu XD
and Jl ah, faster upload !

You're Beautiful last two episodes alr! :(

Can't wait for the preview. :DD

Episode 14 was nice^^

and I didnt know rebecca watched it too HAHA.

yaay spread the love too lolzx.

Spent this few days slacking at home.

I want to go out and work again (: ~!

before things get out of hand you know its time to stop.

"Courage doesn't always roar. Sometimes courage is the quiet voice at the end of the day saying, 'I will try again tomorrow'."

雨过天晴的彩虹永远都是最美丽的。

West'D day today (:

perhaps our batch's last one alr.

was involved in the sushi-making competition with sandra and natalie ng.

and S got her idea from jandi&junpyo LOL.

got to know the guides from our table thr. they're quite funny :D

waited hours for lunch! :X

finished around 2 plus then went jp with sandra.

finally got our ice cream+$1 coke! xD

shopped for guides camp prep stuffs.

took 181 home, both of us fell asleep.

luckily woke up at the stop before alighting.

saw the camp activities, everybody jiayouuuuuuuuuuu (:

pink dragon (?) let's go! :P

zi high is considered a remedy eh!

EVERYBODY SAY HIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIGH!

Overslept today :X !
supposed to reach jillian's house at ten.
then she called at 9 plus.
J: natalie!
N: eh! i overslept! omg. i go eat breakfast then go find you all!
J: okayokay -laughs-
in the end,
I went back to sleep.
didnt even get my breakfast LOL.

Camp prep was productive, sort of.
sandra and I fell asleep while they were cheoreographing the dance hahaha.
still dare say xD
going to buy the materials tmr.

& siewbee, eeling! Shirmaine and sandra say taeyang not shuai LOL let's go kill them muahaha

Watched You're Beautiful episode 13 ytd. (:
very funnyyy! episode 14 then another week to go for the last two episodes.
I'm sad that its ending like seriouslyy :/

West'D day tmr!
at least there's bus to fetch :D
better not oversleep again, hahaha.

Siewbee: Here's the link ~ http://www.youtube.com/user/Cometsanfan#g/c/764335C96DD66B4D

TAEYANG!
-fangirl mode-
LOL. His 'wedding dress' is superb! :D
A bit lazyyy to write the english lyrics here hahaha but anyway its really nice okay! (:
ehhhhhhhhhh faster come singapore! xD

mum didn't let me out again so here I am stuck at home :/
doesn't help much that the internet's lagging.
come on~~~~~~~

yesterday didnt do much. watched shows here and there.
and had a very funny conversation with sandra (lol)

-she's doing the love flowchart stuffs from her magazine-
S: If you had to choose between %^&# and ^%@# which one would you choose? (apparently this is the first question)
N: huh what is it? can repeat arnot I didnt hear you properly.
S: okay... If you had to chooose between %^&# and ^%@# which one would you choose?
N: huh? what is it?
S: I also dont know. LOL. then just anyhow choose lah!
-I anyhow chose and got a anyhow partner hahaha-

-she was trying to tell me about the latest news or something like that-
S: ah then that ugly ugly guy forget what's his name liao
N: lol? from where?
S: Twilight.
N: orh that robert pattinson ah.
S: ah yeah yeah! hahaha.
(thing is she went on talking about him and until the last part that i know who she was talking about. by then I totally forgot what she said earlier.)

Camp prep tmr!
don't know where to do it at though :X

"When life gives you a hundred reasons to cry, show life that you have a thousand reasons to smile"

Even a fool can live a happy life (:
so can we.

Didnt go out yesterday.
mum pissed me off and I didnt get the mood :(
Regretted it though xD

Overslept today!
cant believe I told my mum in my sleepmode that I only had to go to school at 9.
took a taxi with Jl and reached half an hour late o.o
paper was okayyyy.
guides after that.
Then Jl got her lunch and headed to my house.
watched You're Beautiful. (:
Got interrupted by nurul.

Nurul : Kakak!
Me: Hello!
*she turns to Jl then turn back to me*
Nurul: Kakak dual?

LOL.
She played with iham ~
they really very cute la (:

Jl left around six plus and I got my dinner!

“Then I’m like the moon that’s just clinging to you, who’s like the sun.”
“But the moon isn’t useless. No matter how many other stars there are at night, all I can see is the moon.”

Sometimes I wonder,
why do we have to be affected by passerbys in our life?
when we grow up,
we probably won't get to see them again.
but its easy to say, hard to accomplish.
The fear's just there.
It just can't go away.

I really, really don't want to go.

In my opinion,
a secondary school student's life shouldn't be bogged down by so many other factors.
enjoy life, isn't it?

Anyway, this holiday ain't going to be a Happy Holiday. :(

On the other hand,
I did enjoy myself this few days.
mum got me a laptop which was great at keeping me entertained.
outings with friends,
& not forgetting sleepovers again! :D hahaha.
I'm looking forward ~

Therefore, its time to studdddddy right now.
yes right now.
for chemistry retest on tuesday. :X

Haha, I do think I sound like an old woman alr.
Can't help it lah.

EDIT

Currently I have zero motivation to study.

fairytale.

Had my first job this week!
headed to Lavender with wenxin and jess.
the place looks kind of creepy,
but the inside's not bad!
It was to give out flyers for the opening of a dance studio.
so we went to ngee ann poly~
Met all sorts of people,
people who don't bother to look,
people who even wait for you to take out the flyers,
people who smile and say no politely,
people who take it and even say thanks,
people who take it because they see you standing for a very long time,
people who told me to put down my bag,
couples who nudge their girlf to take the flyers,
friends who got high over taking the flyers.
:D it was a very fun experience!
even the scariest and naughtiest looking guy can even say thank you.
I was surprised~
The two hours job earned us fourteen dollars.
though it should actually be considered four hours, including travelling time.
Got our pay around 8 plus and we headed to bugis to find siewbee for dinner!
Like finally,
I was hungryyy!
walked for a bit, then left first because it was quite late alr.
reached home around 10.
was dead tired, but I wouldn't mind doing more flyer job (:
perhaps somewhere closer to the office itself to save up the transportation time!

On another note,
AP is finally over!
but I should really start studying again. O.O

Been watching You're Beautiful this week
and I totally love the show :D
very nice and funny~
the next episode's out next week, can't wait!

Going to far east tmr (:
hopefully my mum lets me go.

I guess the hurt's no longer there.

Monday :D
Lunched with Jl at delifrance after chemistry remedial.
missed the food hahaha.
benten more though (:
walk walk & read magazines at harris before leaving.
nice place to hangout~

Tuesday :D
hmt exam, so very little people left in the classroom O.O
we played murderer!
after school went to jess house!
wy em anj and sb ~
watched '9:56".
quite scary! will never forget the window to room scene.
eemin keep thinking about 'that' scene LOL *inside story*
after the show we keep scaring each other hahaha~
that wy ah. :D try scare me somemore. :X
& anj very easy to scare! haha.
then at interchange, saw s jl & reb.
dumb Jl still msged to say that they were going escape, ask me want come arnot >.<
though dumb but yeah, I almost fell for their lie LOL :D

Today :D
started singing that "wo ai de ren~" song LOL
we kept singing during recess -.-
funny thing is,
I only know how to sing one line hahaha. =D
screwed amaths test. couldnt do the graph question.
physics too :/
took 246 with S back~
remedy eh.
didnt sleep this time.
and 181.
the bus driver was kind of hilarious.
he started talking to us haha and telling us to study hard o.O!
Now,
talking to the two taeyang fans.
Taeyang's my boyf lah hahaha. :D
City plaza this weekend ?
Don't know whr it is though LOL!

Teehee, I take back my previous post :D
This world is full of funny people.
hahahaha.

F.
I'm not going to care anymore.
At the end of the day
it's all pointless.
Screw everything.

I don't know what's wrong with you.
I'm sure you don't know what's wrong with me either.
I don't know why all this is happening.
but I'm not going to make the effort anymore.
At least for now.

Like don't like,
I couldn't care less.

Letting go.

Easy to say,

difficult to achieve.

But I believe, we can do it :D

because no matter what,

you will always have us to fall back on.

jiayou, we'll always be there (:

-

Matters aside,

AP is boring. *yawns*

but its good.

hahaha contradicting yeah :/

Natalie you better buck up!

-

On a random note,

I enjoy going for long bus rides :D

-

Movies with clique tmr. cant wait! (:

-

I'll be your listening ear.

Went out with wy and siewbee today~
wanted to watch Jennifer's Body at first, but NC16 then that auntie say need check IC ._.
then no other nice shows also. saw Cloudy With A Chance Of Meatballs trailer, and it didnt look that interesting. :/
got our popcorns all before asking for the tickets,
so quite paiseh and waste money lor LOL.

then decided to go bugis!
Super funny can, we all have different taste for things.
anyway, siewbee got her glasses, wy got her shades and I got a watch :D
had a very fun time with them (:
wanted to take neoprints but no time,
left around five!

gossiped quite a bit today, haha. :X

came home and watch My Lucky Star with mum ~

SIAN TMR NEED TO GO BACK TO SCHOOL!
on a lighter note,
breakfast tmr!