Today, I learnt about a girl, who committed suicide just 4 days ago because of a failed relationship.
I came across a facebook page, in loving memory of her. I saw her photos, she was pretty, and talented. People commented on how cheerful she had always been before, and strange how relationship turned her suicidal. If she had chosen to confide in the right person, perhaps this would not have happened.
Seriously, its not worth it. Over a relationship. Maybe I don't understand, but whatever it is, she has gone to a better place, to be with God.
Rest in peace.

On a lighter note, this week was rather relaxing, did not go to school on tuesday and thursday, mummy brought me to see a doctor. He gave me a two days mc but unfortunately, today was mother tongue grad exam, so no choice, cannot skip.
Oral was cancelled last minute, luckily. Did not prepare much and don't know what to prepare. ha ha. Procastination, maybe. :D.
Paper 1 today was okay, but halfway through my essay I realised that I somehow lost track of what I was writing. Hopefully there was some form of link back to the topic. hopefully.
Paper 2 was difficult. Multiple choice especially, answered most based on my own instincts. and hopefully, once again, i get the marks. heh heh.
KFC with janet and wanping, and corene, jolene, fangru, yiying, christina came to join us later.
joke of the day --> "durable!"
and was reminiscing about the time at kbox with corene and jolene, laughed like nobody's business xD. yi ju hua!
then left with wp, janet and yiying first, because we had physics spa retest.
were late, so we waited at syafie's table.
we took turns to do the set up, and in between mr ng keep giving us conversion questions, and, LOL, my conversion really cannot make it! All i can remember is 10mm is 1cm. But now though, 1 more. 1mm to 1m is move back by five decimal places. if i'm right. hahaha. thanks to yiying also :D!

looked for eemin at jp after that, went with her to the centre and waited for an hour! can't believe I took out the chinese book on good essays to read, and I actually found some of the essays kind of interesting. ha ha. see what boredom can turn you into! a hardworking person like me. LOL. just kidding. I'm going to highlight the nice phrases later, haha ^^.
walked back to jp after that, singing! :D. then decided to go ntu for ice cream!
ice cream makes me happy, haha!
but sadly the stall was closed. another stall sold ice cream waffles, so 'romantic' us settled for a double scoop (chocolate, cookies n cream) waffle, cup corn and a can of pepsi!) haha =D.
reached home around nine plus!

neither here nor there.

Hello, this week was enjoyable :D.
can't remember what happened on monday and tuesday, stm :XXX

Wednesday:
Lunched with janet, sheihli, yiying, wanping and corene (:
then sheihli and yiying left, caught Monga with them!
wanping kept reminding me that xiao tian was gay,
is only in the show!
dont know why the stupid director let xiao tian act gay -.-
anyway he is still as shuai as ever. LOL.
movie was great, sad and funny at the same time!
cried and laughed~
they say mark more shuai, myyyy xiao tian win hands down okay ! hahaha.
but there were some parts that were quite violent, bloody. didnt dare to watch also.

Thursday:
2.4km!
failed la, out of don't know how many people, we came in the last two. LOL.
went jp to 'celebrate'.
then met corene and jolene for dinner ^^
had pizza~ then shopshop for sizhen's present.
saw a cartoon toy that looked like janet! hahahaha. :XXX

Friday:
no english & chinese asap, went mos burger with janet!
romantic yi xia you mei you. LOL.
talked then almost late for cip!
reached school five minutes early.
grouped with fangru (boyfriend!), yiying, looxin, daniel, bernard and keli to do Block 163.
not much newspapers to collect, but had quite a 'interesting' time.
one innocent guy's house was sprayed with paint, (apparently on the wrong house la, those owe money pay money thing), then we gave him our newspaper! lol.
a few houses had dogs :X. dogs are cute to see but scary to touch. hahaha.
then there's this house where a woman was sort of rocking the baby to sleep. idk how to say, those hang from wall type then put the baby inside. LOL. it just looked like a horror movie scene to me. D:
stayed back to help, then mr sam supposed to treat us lor haaa but he got no money :X
in the end went with janet and fangru to find corene, jolene and yiying!
sat at macdonalds to talk for awhile before leaving home.
parents ordered pizza! :XXX. :DDD. (happy because can eat, sad because growing fatter! lol)

Today!
went for english asap in the morning, super boring, felt like sleeping!
then went to bugis with corene and jolene for ktv!
i think we dian too many ge liao, until cannot finish.
“一整个宇宙，换一个红豆”LOL~
sing until quite full, laughed until cmi, camwhored a bit also!
next time then upload the pictures :D
super fun time, next time we go again! ^^
lunched at yoshinoya, kena cheated of one drink :X
walked awhile then went back jp~
by then very tired liao, go buy their tank top then went home!
didnt go arcade with them.
fell asleep on bus :X
this week like almost everyday go eat with them, very fun ! :D!

anywayyyy, eyelids also closing now but i want to watch 败犬女王！
阮经天 my boyf :DDDDD
miss wong is my qing di la LOL !

Happy birthday to Jolene and Siewbee ! :D.
Pizzahut with wenxin, siewbee, janet, fangru, jolene, corene and yiying.
fun time, camwhored, and drank a lot of the free flow of pepsi =D.
second time this week, first time was with corene and jolene!
had ljs with them just yesterday,
confirm grow fat one. (:

Today is the last day of Guides.
had a session with batchmates in den, then sort of a batch dinner!
sandra, julee, liyoke, nabilah and rebecca went, we went mac.
chatted, and i will reallly miss the times we used to spend together :X.
yummies has gone through thick and thin together, much more than (you) can imagine.
Even at the last day.
why must you say that about us?
we just want to leave happily. seems like it's not the case now.

Lastly, i want to apologise to the class too, for my behavior.
thanks to farida, for being my listening ear ! :D. ily!
and jolene, corene, wenxin, eeling, mengchuan, janet, fangru, sheihli, daniel, jingjie etc, trying to make me happy,
i really appreciate it.
sorry i had always been moody in class.
and in my clique, i know things have gotten out of hands. but, i'm really not trying to avoid the issue. I just don't understand why you all cannot be more honest with me. even you. & i'm not leaving our clique just to join other cliques. You thought I would understand, but did you think in my shoes? I know i'm in the wrong too, but I think I still cannot bring myself to face you. but I tried.

It's not something a hug will do.

...and we'll be a dream."

Had a fun week ! :D

Monday was lessons as usual, tried out the new sandwich ! quite nice, and miss tang brought sweets to class ^^

Tuesday, went for dinner with corene and jolene ! :D had macdonalds because couldnt decide on what we wanted to eat. they super funny la, whole dinner damn joke xD .

Wednesday, due to no asap, had lunch with wenxin, siewbee, corene and jolene at crysal jade! xiaolongbao ~ :DDD yay, buffet next time okay ! then yeetheng came, went to library. wanted to do literature project, in the end saw sheih li, janet and matthew! gossiped, etc for almost two hours~ hahaha.

Thursday, super tired because we had almost a whole day of maths! was down with flu and headaches :X wanted to eat dinner with corene and jolene but i want to jian fei ! LOL. so in the end didnt go. purposely didnt bring money so that I wont succumb to temptation. hahaha ~ reached home and slept till ten. in the end mummy say don't go to school on friday. took medicine and happily went to sleep ! lol.

Friday, didnt really slack at home. was doing english all the way and reading book :D at night super funny la, i was talking to eemin then i told farida why not we conference ! we thought her house phone can but in the end cannot LOL. so they talked first while i played sims3 ^^

Today! overslept :X late for amaths lesson for like, fifteen minutes. o.o had two hours of amaths, and close to three hours of english. D: tired la. then KFC with farida and eemin ! went for tuition after that, late again :/ haha. then library ! today was exceptionally fun, we got to see anjelica, ms phua and hanyun ! hahaha. -->inside joke<--- shhhhh ;D

realised that this week have been gossiping a lot, LOL. but very fun! ^^

Saturday,

• english asap in the morning
• Tori-Q & library with em after that
• tuition
• wanying, eemin, siewbee and wenxin over for Ju-On
• dinner @ mac, supper at jp -.- (diet? irony ttm :X LOL.)

Lessons were not so productive, kept feeling sleepy. anyway, Ju-on wasn't really scary, though there were certain scenes that quite bloody, like the mother crawling down the staircase although sb said she saw worse in the other version of Ju-On. O.O they left around six plus and went for dinner with mum. Did homework at night and watched Incredible Tales D: as a result, didnt dare to stay alone LOL so followed them for supper. HAHA.

Sunday,

met with sandra and went for tuition. today was okayyyy, not as sleepy as the day before :X chatted with her, faster go back to your old self okay! :D not the hit people one but the cheerful one xD. school tmr, seriously don't feel like going back~

Space.

What hadn't seem important in the past, is now. and I'm not just talking about that.

Reflect;

Common test week was very tiring.
struggled to keep late nights & had to memorise one whole chunk of notes.
talk about watching tv, hah !
watch tv also can watch until sleep -.-

Today was April Fool's,
tio trick but also tricked some !
mdm priya's one was the funniest LOL.
i think she really believed us.
had a fun time today, despite the four hours of maths.
went to library with em & el and reached home around 6 plus.

Holidays' tmr, original plan was wx sb and wy coming to watch horror movie !
but family going out ~
a bit lazy but at least dont need to keep studying already.
there's still literature paper but can rest a bit first right ?! :D

Happy Holidays, peopleeeeeeeee ! XD