I don't know how to face you.

Thanks for all that you have done,

You were a great friend,

and I wanted to keep things that way.

wasn't it too misleading?

I can't expect you to think the same way as I do.

probably, until you change.

till then.

sorry.

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you too,

I feel the drift already.

I'm sorry for being mean,

but I cant help feeling angry.

its a responsibility on your part.

I don't want to laugh in front of you,

especially when that's not how I feel.

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mum's friend, her dad passed away yesterday.

and her mother's in hospital.

life is tragic, isn't it?

from an outsider's opinion,

her mother should have a chance to see the dad for the last time.

but she ain't strong,

she probably won't be able to take it when she finds out.

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I don't really know what to do anymore.

I know escaping is not going to work.