Because if I can't be happy with you,
I'll find a way to be happy without you.

I should have expected this disappointment right from the start.
I can't say I was surprised you hurt me again.
Just that, I hate this feeling.
Am I prepared for another journey of emotional turmoil with you? It hurts. beyond description.
I don't want to be immuned to it.
If you had promised me, perhaps things would be different.
But still, I feel better hearing you say the truth for once. thanks.

I didn't get your assurance.
I'm at a loss.
I'm not blaming you, I know I'm at fault too.

Just let time heal everything.

You,
taught me what friendship is.

Only when its gone, then do people regret.
Why is it always too late?

Emaths paper 1 yesterday, I think i sort of flunked it.
made lots of careless mistakes, especially that pizza question - the most wasted one!
Doing past year papers did help, in a way that i'm no longer as nervous as I used to be. (:
Had mt lesson after that, conversation about butt! LOL! wp obsessed with her 屁啦！
then pepper lunch w wanping, yiying and janet =D.
shared stuffs, embarassing moments! haha. ><'
& ate icecream, which left me full like .. nobody's business! :X.
we met up with jolene, corene, christina at library to do maths.

Paper 2 today was still okay, but not enough time.
didn't finish the graph question. :X
Had mt lesson again, did a compo! as usual, wrote halfway then don't know what I was writing alr. hehe =D.
we met up with eemin, christina, yiying, jolene and corene after that!
went to cathay @ plaza sing, bought tickets to The Last Song (:
lunch was a total headache, and we left one restaurant quickly because the food too ex alr. haha~
The movie was great - sweet and touching! though I read the book before, it was still quite different, like they left out the part Marcus liked Ronnie.
Anyway, the little kid acting Jonah was awesome. He cried, I cried! HAHA.
and miley's boyf is hot. :D.

Btw, Cinderella's Sister rtw! (:
goodnight!

Friday's lessons were fun (:
met up with wenxin, janet and wanping to wait for the rest.
wanping did her humanities hw, which made me kind of guilty for not doing mine LOL! :X.
corene, jolene, christina, yiying, looxin, siewbee and fangru joined, went kbox~
fangru's singing very nice :D!
siewbee super funny lah. xD. super hyper when seeing sj O.O hahaha.
then janet & corene went to buy cake & we went crysal jade for dinner.
the food seriously not nice, except for the xiaolongbao!
had moodswings there and there, sorry! :X.
thanks to looxin for pei-ing wo! haha :D.

Saturday, mummy tell me not to go for lesson. hehe ^^.
zhuan dao le. :D.
& last min tuition was cancelled!
wanted to go with janet they all collect class tee, but didnt.
sandra came over to study! xD.
watched shinee videos~ onew very cute! (:

HAPPY BIRTHDAY PIG JULEE, YIYING, & AMELIA:D!

fall from a star;

Cousin's ahmah passed away that day, went to the funeral.
I was quite shocked when I saw the monk using an i-phone, even I don't have one. haha.
and I had the impression that monks weren't supposed to have such things. until mum told me they also had laptops. - - '
we didn't join them for the chanting, neither did we do any kneeling or burning of joss sticks, though mum did so.
ahmah's coffin was closed already, but I still remember that time I last saw her, it was during Chinese New Year.
she was telling me some hokkien (I think) things and I didnt really understood what she was saying. However, she still looked cheerful, despite being sick.
she held mummy's hand and talked to her, and both mummy and I thought it was a very comforting, nice gesture.
Rest in peace, ahmah (:

On a lighter note, had two meals during dinnertime with Eunice and Serena.
Apparently, one bowl of beef&veg rice + side dish wasn't enough, or rather, pastamania was too tempting! :D.

The last time i saw ah ma was during chinese new year, now she's no longer here. ):

Wednesday,
swensons with jolene, corene and siewbee because wanping gave me her vouchers, lol! thanks~
we're yet to use the ice cream one :D.
talked quite 'mature' stuff, then a bit no appetite! LOL. but of course I still eat lah =D. hehe.
gross lor ~.
shopped for siewbee's comb then went back home!

Thursday,
macdonalds with jolene and corene!
mummy last minute say never cook, went to buy my burger :D.
and they mistook bairavee's friend for her mother! haha~
then went popular to get jolene's calculator. lol :XXXXXXXXXXX.
got pinched by corene, until my hand now got scar alr! D:

Today!
Lessons were alright, but time at school always seem super long!
was with wanping at canteen after that, talked continuously and she had to chiong her work last minute. hehehe. paiseh arhx :D. then yiying joined!
met up with jolene, corene, sheihli, christina, fangru and janet for lunch~
went pizza hut! eemin came later.
and the waiter super funny lah. keep forgetting our orders and stare blankly into don't know what, totally engrossed in his own world, lol.
watched Backup Plan with eemin~ I think it should be nicer than Bounty Hunter~
can't wait for The Last Song! =D.

On the whole, this week was tiring! each lesson was a total draaaaaaaaaaaaaag for me as I struggled to keep myself awake! the outcome of not sleeping that night was disastrous! :X.